It just don’t feel right…

I knew it from the very start. When my teacher decided to choose me as the moderator for the AIDS Talkshow next week. And it was the day she got ill.
I knew she would argue it. And I knew she wanted to be the moderator.

This is what I’ve always afraid of…her jeaolusy. She wants to be the moderator…and I just happened to be the choosen one (wualah!).

I just don’t wanna make her disappointed…but what can I do to change it all? It was the teacher’s choice, not mine. She’s my best friend and I don’t wanna lose her…although last week was the time she got far from me, Lia, and Mita…

Give me a break from problems, God…

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