Life Doesn’t Give You Difficulties, It Is Your Choice to Make It Difficult or Easy

Hidup…
Jalani saja hidup seperti sungai. Mengalir … Tak usahlah memutuskan ini itu untuk berhenti sejenak demi hal-hal yang tidak esensial dalam arus. Biarkan arus itu membawa kita ke muara akhir yang disiapkan untuk kita.
Hidup…
Tak usah memusingkan sesuatu yang tidak berpengaruh atau hanya memiliki pengaruh sesaat untuk kita. Biarkan saja hal-hal kecil itu larut, jangan biarkan mereka membuat kita berhenti sejenak pun. Jangan biarkan mereka mengambil alih konsentrasi kita akan tujuan akhir yang menunggu kita di depan.
Jika mencintai, biarkan tumbuh alami. Jangan dibunuh atau diberi penyubur biar cepat tumbuh. Biarkan saja! Hal yang tumbuh liar itu terkadang indah, kok.
Jika berhasil, bersyukurlah. Jangan terbuai dengan pujian. Itu hanya akan melemahkan kita. Trust me!
Jika gagal, jangan menyalahkan siapa-siapa, tidak juga diri kita. Memang saat itu bukan waktu kita untuk berhasil, ada orang lain yang akan lebih bijak memanfaatkan keberhasilan itu.
Jika terseok, cari alas kaki baru untuk mendukung pemilihan jalan. Mengerti?
Jika tersandung, bersyukurlah ada kerikil itu. Mengingatkan kita untuk sesekali merunduk.
Jangan biarkan otak berhenti berputar dan terasah. Beranikan diri untuk mengambil resiko daripada nanti menyesalinya karena tidak pernah mencobanya.

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I don’t know why, I just wanna write this kind of writing suddenly. My deep brain might just worked a way deeper than usual.
If you don’t mind, after you read this, share me your essential things. I do wanna know about those of yours, really.
Thank you!

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Quotes...

From every wound there's a scar, and every scar tells a story. A story that says, I survived.

Nowhere on your birth certificate did it say life would be fair.

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I love those quotations. From Glam Girls, I just finished it.

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What I Hate and I Love

So, how was everything going, people? On my spot, everything’s just great! I’ll tell you why, at the end of the post. Well now I’m gonna share the things I hate and I love. I did arrange them from the most. So, here they are :


:( Called by “Sitoh” by anyone but my Nimo. Ugh! Why can’t they just respect my own name? Call me “Mazhi” or “Masithoh” and I will appreciate you more!
:( Snake!
:( Pink!
:( Shrimp! Ugh! I’m allergic to shrimp!
:( Being fooled! Well, who doesn’t?
:( Got my SMS unreplied. Feels like I’m alone. Really.
:( Too many holiday(s)! I hate that! School is the only place where I can meet him,123!
:( Backstabbers! They’re so mean!
:( Got a bad mark for Biology. It makes me feel so stupid!
:(‘kancrut” songs, by ‘kancrut” bands!
:( Got sweaty when I’m nervous.
:( Failed to throw my basketball in.
:( Found my shoes in a dusty condition in my cupboard.

:) My family!
:) 123!
:) Everything that contains green in it!
:) Sneakers!
:) Being loved. Well, who doesn’t?
:) Stay longer at school with him.
:) Love songs! Especially, which is sung by guys.
:) Love stories! Make me wanna be them, in the story.
:) Facebook! Haha!
:) Finally got what I want for a long time.
:) My books!
:) My room!
:) My cell phone.
:) My notebook.
:) My blog.
:) Found my uniform was ready to wear.
:) Shouting “Yes, I did it!”. Makes me feel so genius. Weird, huh?
:) Internet!

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The reason why everything was so great this week is that I’m getting closer with him. Messages every afternoon or night and a li’l conversation at school. He makes my everyday!
But still, I can’t find my reason why I love him. Some may say, there’s always ‘why’ for anything that happened, but this one, there’s no ‘why’. Well, no ‘why’ needed actually…to fall in love. Yes or no?

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Life…Well, Define It!

I tell you, life is just about working, whatever the job is. Almost everytime we have to work on something. Your career, your schooling stuff, or your homework. It’s a real home-work I mean, the things you do at home like helping your mother clean the kitchen, cleaning your room or even your house, and blablabla…
Aren’t we sick and tired of those sometimes? Admit it, cause I am. It’s like we’d never have a real break time. When we've found a place that could give us a spot to relax, it’s only for seconds. Never really have minutes, even hours. Got it?

***

This week, I had my midterm test. Ugh! I tell you, it was so frustrating. Like you don’t have anything else to think but the tests. Chemistry, math, phy, bio and so on. And I’m a science class student. The science tests made my my brain so full of numbersome thingies. When I had the chemistry test, my brain is like full of acid, liquid base, salt hydrolysis, etc. When I had my math test, it’s full of polynomial, invers, function, etc. They’re making my brain less responsive of anything else (such as : foods, television, gossips and my dreamy bf). Really, I mean it.

***

But you can’t just run away from all of those, right?

I have to think about it positively, so I can make it funnier and more enjoyable. It’s worth to do for my future. And also, it’s worth to tell you what I’m thinking. Cause I can’t keep it alone. I’m not an introvert person. So, share me something after you read this!

Love you all, especially for you who give me comment on this! ;)

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Hidung Gue, Bangku Cadangan, Cewek Rese dan Paduan Suara

Bingung nggak sih baca judulnya? Banyak gitu? Hehe…

There are four main ideas for this new post.

First, hidung gue.
Aargh! Hidung gue kemarin kena bola basket pas latihan basket di sekolah. Huwaaaa!! Sakiiit…Gue sampe berurai air mata. Padahal gue nggak niat nangis, tapi tau-tau keluar sendiri, huhu…untung nggak sampe mimiszan.
Hidung gue ini emang udah dasarnya mancung-nggak-jadi, eh malah kena bola basket melulu pas latihan. Bisa jadi mancung ke dalam ntar. Oh, God! Don’t let that thing happen! I love my nose. Everybody does love their nose. Who doesn’t?

Second, bangku cadangan.
Kayaknya pas tanding basket nanti gue dicadangin, deh. Selain karena gue baru masuk tim 2 minggu terakhir ini, mata kaki gue cedera. Ngilu-ngilu gitu. It sucks, if you ask me how does it feel…
So, welcome to the spare seat! Yeah!

Third, cewek rese.
Aduuh…cewek yang naksir 123 itu nggak berhenti-berhenti deh gangguin gue! Ugh! Gue kan udah bilang sama dia, I’m not 123’s ex-girlfriend. But she didn’t want to listen! Annoyiiiing! Ya ampooon! Kalo lo naksir dia, sok atuh, gue juga nggak minat! Ambil, deh! Abis-abisin sono! Gue nggak doyan! (or at least, I’m trying so hard to ignore him!). And stop acting like you’re fc*k*ng d*mn a b*tch, girl!
Gue semalem curhat sama bonyok soal itu cewek dan mereka bilang, mending gue ignore aja tuh cewek. Psikopat tuh orang. Masa ngejar-ngejar 123 sampe segitunya. Kayak yang cowok di dunia ini cuma 123 aja! Huh! Lama-lama gue kasian juga sama tuh cewek…

Fourth, paduan suara.
Besok kelas gue kebagian jadi petugas upacara dan nggak seperti yang udah-udah, gue kali ini kebagian jadi paduan suara. And I’ll be singing there, friends! Dari SMP gue nggak pernah kebagian jadi paduan suara. Padahal pengen banget. Pas SMP, 2 kali kebagian jatah jadi petugas upacara, dapet pembaca do’a sama pembaca preambule UUD 45. Pas SMA ini, pengibar bendera. Finally. Wish us luck, ya!

Well, that’s all. Thanks for coming and (or even) reading! See ya!

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Confused...

aduh...masa gue masih salting sih di depan 123????????????????


it's a BIG annoying feeling that I have...


T_T

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Why Is It All About 'Valentine'?

Kenapa sih semua orang pada heboh ngomongin Valentine??? Kok gue kayaknya nggak terpengaruh ya? Atau guenya aja yang terlalu ansos akhir-akhir ini???

Well, gue anggep hari Valentine itu useless. Why? Because...lets see my reasons :

First, Valentine's Day is the day for us to waste our money for buying chocolates. I say, use it for something else that is worthier.
Second, it's the flattering day. I say, I hate being flattered.
Third, it's the pink day. And I hate pink so muuuuch!
Fourth, it's the day when people being fooled by love in all over the world. I say, I don't wanna be fooled.

Mohon maaf, bagi yang merayakan atau memperingati Valentine, kalo gue beranggapan skeptis begini. But those are my opinions. If you agree, I'll appreciate it. But if you don't, I need to know what's your opinion.

Thank you for visiting or even reading. See ya!

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I’m Sooo Damn Tired!

Today is the most exhausting day I’ve ever had. Beeuhh…

Hari ini les tambahan Fisika, pulang jam 4 terus basket. Ini baru pulang. Hiaahh! Capek.

Oh ya, jadwal lesnya tak kenal kompromi. Pulang jam 2, udah langsung les setengah 3 sampe jam 4. Beeuuh… hidup semakin melelahkan dengan jadwal les di bawah ini :

Monday : Bio, Indonesian

Tuesday : Math

Wednesday : Phy

Thursday : English

Friday (after praying Jum’at) : Chem

See? Huuuhh…

But, we gotta make this life happier, right? So I’m trying to enjoy it anyway.

***

And yea…I gotta make a confession here.

I’ve been being so mean to someone on his birthday…I won’t tell you how. Seseorang, yang gue pernah suka, ulang tahun a few days ago. And I’ve done something mean to him. The same thing like he did to me last year. I did revenge, shortly.

Should I make an apologize? Like he did last year? I have to admit that he did apology last year after he broke my heart. On my birthday. So, should I?

***

Masih soal orang yang sama seperti di atas, 123. Tapi yang ini beda topik. Gue pernah nulis di sini soal cewek yang nyangka gue ini mantan si 123. Nah, karena dia nggak berhasil korek-korek informasi tentang 123 dari gue (sampe gue bertengkar sama dia di smz. It was so embarrassing! I’ve never been like that before.), kayaknya dia nyuruh temennya korek-korek informasi lagi ke gue lewat frenster. Mirip dengan modus temennya yang dulu.

Ugh!
Annoying!

I’m hoping to meet her right now, and then punch or box her right on her face with the most terrible strength you’ve ever seen!

.?.?.?.?.?.

Sorry, gue lepas kendali. Oke, tenang, Mazhi! Calm down!

Well, thanks for reading. See ya!

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What Did I Think?

Entahlah

terali itu tidak kuat
buktinya aku sekarang terjatuh

atau aku yang tidak sekuat tenaga memegangnya?

entahlah

jauhnya bintang nampaknya
tak tahu capai

atau aku saja yang dungu?

entahlah

mawar punya duri
aku punya pun duri

atau sebenarnya aku tak punya?
hanya merasa punya karena ingin?

entahlah

aku tak lagi mau tahu
karena sekarang jiwaku terasa kebas

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Fokus Ke Kompetisi Mudaers Dulu, Ya…

Well, folks…

Kayaknya sampe dua sampe tiga minggu ke depan, gue nggak akan lagi posting tentang kehidupan sehari-hari gue, deh. Gue mau fokus ke Kompetisi Mudaers Kompas yang gue ikutin itu.
Jadi, lombanya tentang menulis. Well, selalu. Karena itulah satu-satunya kemampuan gue di dunia ini selain ngupil, hiks…(lho?). Wkwkwkwk :D …wokeh-wokeh, back to the laptop, eh, topic maksudnya. Gue bakal nulis segala sesuatu tentang BUMI kita. Yak! BUMI! Tapi bukan berarti gue bakal nulis beribu-ribu kata BUMI disini…*kenapa gue ngerasa ada orang yang ngatain gue bego, ya barusan?*. Gue bakal nulis tentang segala bentuk kepedulian dan pemikiran gue tentang bumi, bahwa bumi itu bulat (kayak jeruk!), bahwa kepedulian kita untuk bumi itu penting, walaupun sekecil apapun. Ya, pokoknya yang gitu-gitu deh. Informasi-informasi terbaru juga tentang global warming dan manusia-manusia yang dengan biadabnya membuat efek global warming itu semakin parah! Parah! PARAAAHH! AAAAARRRRGH! Gue ngeliat kecoaaaa!!!

Hwehehe…

Oke? Jadi, don’t miss my magical daily story which based on my magical point of view ya…(kayak yang baca blog lo sampe berjeti aja, Zhi!)

So, keep coming and reading though what you read is not the thing that you absolutely understand : EARTH. (even me! haha! just kid…)
If you care about our earth too, let me know! Lets share what we can learn. Wokeh?!

Lets start to strengthen our love for earth…

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Wishlist and Resolution This Year

Kok semua orang pada sibuk bikin resolusi tahunan ya? Termasuk gue? Hehe…

Itu karena semua orang pengen jadi lebih baik dari tahun ke tahun. Am I right?

So here they are…my wishlist and my resolution for 2009…
First, resolution :
1. Khatam Al-Qur’an untuk yang kedua kalinya
Sampe umur 17, gue baru satu kali khatam Al-Qur’an. Itu pun waktu SD dulu. Gue malu sama adik-adik gue yang pada hapal surat-surat juz 30 yang agak-agak panjang itu. Pokoknya mesti berusaha!
2. Bertahan di kelas IPA
Pokoknya jangan sampe gue dipindah ke IPS! Impian gue nggak boleh lepas hanya gara-gara gue ndableg dan jadi dipindah ke IPS! Kan biasanya gitu tuh. Yang keliatan egla-egle di IPA, bisa aja dipindah ke IPS sama wali kelasnya.
3. Lose weight
Target 52 kg mesti terpenuhi! Harus! Sekarang 56kg, bulan depan harus bisa 54kg! Jadi, akhir tahun lagi nanti sudah 52kg. But, no diet! Just do more exercises! Makanya sekarang tiap akhir pekan gue selalu olahraga ke stadion. Jalan kaki muter stadion 4 kali, terus larinya 2 kali putaran. Jadi, Sabtunya pelajaran olahraga di sekolah dan Minggunya olahraga sendiri di stadion.
4. Lebih tinggi 3cm lagi
Sekarang ini tinggi gue 167cm. Harus bisa nyampe 170cm. Dengan basket tiap Sabtu disekolah, minum Zevit, susu Hi-Lo. And do more exercises!
5. Berhasil nembus pasar buku Indonesia
Inilah resolusi terbesar tahun 2009. Maksudnya nerbitin novel gitu. Diusahakan buku pertama tahun ini bisa tembus penerbit! Semangat!
6. Bisa nyelesain The Sims.
Udah lama nggak main, terbengkalai jadinya. (nggak penting, sih! Tapi pengen aja bisa namatin seri pertama! Hehe…basi, deh!)

Sedangkan wishlist gue…
1. Gue pengen novel Twilight! Gue belum baca buku itu, jujur aja. Padahal malah udah nonton trailer filmnya. Dan ibu udah ngejanjiin Twilight kalo sampe ujian semester kali ini gue nggak remidi Fisika.
2. Bisa ngecat kamar jadi ijo. Sekarang ini kamar gue warnanya biru tua sama kuning. Udah bosen.
3. Rak buat koleksi novel gue. Udah dua lusin lebih, bingung mau naroh dimana. Selama ini sih ditaroh di meja belajar, tapi jadinya malah nggusur buku-buku pelajaran gue.
4. Pengen punya microSD 2 GB buat 5300 gue, ngegantiin 256 MB-nya yang sekarang. Suka sebel kalo nemu lagu bagus di stafaband.info, tapi cuman bisa didengerin di laptop doang. Nggak bisa dimasukkin hape gara-gara memori hape yang bakal overload.
5. Digicam milik pribadi. Biar nggak pinjem-pinjem punya Si Beib lagi kalo butuh.

Karena wishlist lebih condong ke barang…jadinya yang mungkin-mungkin aja yang ditulis. Kalo gue nulis rumah pribadi ya nggak mungkin. Secara gue masih sekolah. Ya to?
Well, anyway…do’ain ujian gue lancar seminggu ke depan ini yah…

See ya…

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Happy New Year!

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Happy New Year, people!!!

Be the better us in this new year! Actually, we can be better everyday and no need to wait until the new year comes. But though, it's just the right time to celebrate the new you! May Allah always blesses us eternally...

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The Unforgettable 21st of December

Those picture are the bestest moment I've ever had...

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Sometimes…

Here, I’m gonna talk about word “sometimes” (you’ve seen the title).
We use word “sometimes” to tell someone that we don’t usually do something often. Yeah…you know what it’s like. Example :
“How often do you watch football on television in a week?”
Then you answer : “Sometimes…”
Next :
“How often do you kiss your girl/boy?”
“Sometimes, but I wish it could turn to ‘often’, hehe…”

See?
But it will be easier to say “sometimes” as an answer of a question that doesn’t show that you are a lazy people.
Ex :
“How often do you read your Biology text book?”
You answer : “Well, sometimes…” It will show the questioner that you’re not a diligent student a.k.a lazy student. And sometimes it does a bad impression of us. So, don't try this at home.

From the start, I just wanted to tell you that you have to be carefull to say “sometimes” as an answer. Examine the question first, then you can decide to answer it by saying “sometimes” or not. Don’t consider it as a simple thing or even it’s not an important thing to talk about. Because what you say, is what people think about you. I’m telling and warning you this, because it just happened to me this morning. Someone asked me this question :
“Zhi, do you often to go to the state library or not?”
“Well, only sometimes. Only when I need to find some old books to read.”
“Why ‘sometimes’? Don’t you like to read our Indonesian old literature? We could find some there.”
Hey, I said that I would like to go to the state library when I need to find some old books to read and it DOES NOT mean that I don’t like to read our Indonesian old literature. I didn’t even say that. Where the hell was his brain going to?!
So, mind your words! Because what you say, is what people think about you.

Well, yea…it probably happen only to some people. But this is my thought. Based on my experience. Yours?

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Gue Pengen Lulus

I was wondering about it, this morning in my class. And then, this question came to my mind…
Apa gue les aja ye?

Soalnya pelajaran IPA kelas 2 tuh susehnya minta ampun!! Otak gue rasanya meradang tiap kali guru mulai nulis rumus-rumus aneh bin njelimet di papan tulis. Khususnya, Fisika.
Yang lain juga suseh sih. Tapi Fisika telah dinobatkan menjadi yang tersuseh oleh anak-anak IPA Archimedes, kelas gue.

Duet maut kan? Sama-sama punya warna sampul oranye, sama-sama bikin peradangan otak juga. Hhhh… Jadi trio maut deh sama Fisika. Ngalahin Trio Macan, deh pokoknya!
Terus, jangan dikira itu buku semua pada setipis-tipis tempe mendoan…

Tebelnya segitu-gitu semua...Hampir ngalah-ngalahin kamus. Kalo itu buku tiga ditumpukin semua, ensiklopedia pengetahuan alam aja bisa kalah tuh…

Jadi, akhirnya…gue ambil les. Tadi langsung ke SSC abis pulang sekolah sama Lia. Daftarnya baru besok, bareng anak-anak lain yang sama-sama mengkhawatirkan kesehatan otak mereka dari hari ke hari dan sama-sama pengen lulus setahun lagi dengan nilai yang okeh-okeh di MIPAnya.
Semoga dengan les di SSC bisa ngebantu gue menyelamatkan diri dari trauma angka yang berkepanjangan…dan membantu meng-katrol nilai-nilai moral gue (hah?)…

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Poem : Benci

BENCI

Aku benci diriku sendiri
Merasa bodoh
Merasa dungu
Merasa pandir
Karena tidak pernah bisa membuangmu

Aku benci diriku sendiri
Ketika mendengar orang lain bicara
Tentang cerita cinta mereka sendiri
Menyakitiku…

Aku benci diriku sendiri
Yang merasa tersakiti
Setiap ku eja namamu di telinga
Setiap ku tatap sosokmu di dinding malam
Setiap ku raba tekstur hatiku yang berlubang karenanya

Aku benci diriku sendiri
Seperti malam ini…
Ketika aku terbangun dan mendapati aku merindukanmu lagi

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It just don’t feel right…

I knew it from the very start. When my teacher decided to choose me as the moderator for the AIDS Talkshow next week. And it was the day she got ill.
I knew she would argue it. And I knew she wanted to be the moderator.

This is what I’ve always afraid of…her jeaolusy. She wants to be the moderator…and I just happened to be the choosen one (wualah!).

I just don’t wanna make her disappointed…but what can I do to change it all? It was the teacher’s choice, not mine. She’s my best friend and I don’t wanna lose her…although last week was the time she got far from me, Lia, and Mita…

Give me a break from problems, God…

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Hiaaaah...Ditolak Lagi!!!

Untuk yang kedua kalinya, novel gue ditolak lagi sama GPU....

Nggak enak banget ya rasanya ditolak? It feels like...cowok yang lo taksir nolak lo pas lo nembak dia. Gondok, sebel.
Tapi, ya udahlah. Emang belum memenuhi standar penerbitan mereka...I'll try next time...
Tadi gue langsung tanya-tanya gimana caranya tembus GPU ke Mbak Donna, Mbak Rina sama Stephanie...semoga para penulis senior seperti mereka mau membantu saya yang tak punya apa-apa dan hanya bermodalkan kasih sayang dan darah biru (haaaaaaaa???). Hehe...

Btw, tadi gue habis takziah ke rumah temen gue, Iva, di desa. Neneknya meninggal. Pas nyampe rumah neneknya, rumahnya khas pedesaan banget. Ada sawahnya di deket sana, plus ada sungainya. Langsung punya ide buat sleepover disana setelah selesai ujian semester I nanti (padahal masih Februari nanti, hihi...).

Next novel, in progress. Do'ain yang ketiga ini bisa tembus ya (kayak togel, deh???)...amin...

See ya!

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Natasha Bedingfield - Freckles

"Freckles"

I used to care so much about what others think about
Almost didn't have a thought of my own
The slightest remark would make me embark
On the journey of self doubt
But that was a while ago
This girl has got stronger
If I knew then what I know now
I would have told myself don't worry any longer it's OK

[Chorus:]

'cause a face without freckles is like a sky without stars
Why waste a second not loving who you are
Those little imperfections make you beautiful, lovable, valuable
They show your personality inside your heart
Reflecting who you are

Who you are
Who you are
Who you are

I wondered if I could trade my body with somebody else in magazines
Would the whole world fall at my feet?
I felt unworthy and would blame my failures on the ugliness I could see
When the mirror looked at me
Sometimes I feel like the little girl who doesn't belong in her own world
But I'm getting better
And I'm reminding myself

[Chorus]

Reflecting who you are
Reflecting who you are
Hmmm
Whoooooo whoa hmmmm oooooo

[Chorus]


God, I love this song! Make me think deeper about myself. Apalagi bagian chorus-nya. Ngejelasin bahwa ketidaksempurnaan itu bakal membuat kita lebih cantik, cause nobody's perfect. So, love your flaws, friends! Don't regret them! They're making our life more meaningfull...

Do you agree???

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The Olympiad’s Preparation : Work on Progress

Gue berusaha terus buat latihan ngerjain contoh tes TOEFL yang ETS Toefl Sampler with 2000 structures ini buat persiapan lomba minggu depan di Univ. Negeri Malang. Tanggal 14, kayaknya gue jadi berangkat. Do’ain aja, ya…

Banyak ganjalan, halangan, rintangan pastinya. Nggak kaget juga soal itu. Apa-apa kan emang nggak akan ada yang selalu berjalan mulus, right?! Tapi gue pengen ngebikin ini jadi lebih mudah. Semoga…

Well, gue semakin deg-degan dari hari ke hari. Wajar, kata ibu. Semua orang juga pasti bakal gitu. Pikir aja, jangan mentargetkan jadi yang terbaik, tapi berikanlah usahamu yang terbaik. Ah, ibu emang bener-bener jempolan!

Oiya, kemarin Lya ikut Olimpiade Akun di Unmuh Ponorogo lho. Nggak tahu dia bahas apa nggak dia update-an postingnya, tapi you’d better check her page out.

Oiya lagi, OSIS sekolah gue lagi nyiapin acara akbar akhir Desember nanti. ARTVENTURE (Art Event and Literature). Acaranya, insya Allah, adalah pameran prakarya hasil kerja temen-temen gue dan bedah buku. Masih rancangan awal, sih yang dibahas di rapat kemarin. Tapi, the next meeting is planned.

Yah, jadinya out of the topic, deh…

Eniwei, thanks for visiting and reading, guys! See ya!

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