Don’t Have Anything to Say…

Karena gue lagi mampet kata-kata buat ditulis…gue mau cerita ngasal aja, ya (emang gue sering ngasal kalo posting, hehe…)

1. Gue kemarin malem mimpi ular lagi. Entah kenapa tiap gue mimpi ular-ular, selalu ular yang pendek, warnanya kuning item selang-seling gitu. Aneh.

2. Gue lagi glowing alias tersanjung. Seriously…bukan judul sinetron doang! Someone asked me about something deep just now. Hehe…

3. Gue lagi…nyelesain Eclipse.

4. Gue lagi bingung. Suer! Laptop gue kena virus. Nah, ntu virus bikin sistem search, find, and taskman gue ilang. Pas kemarin gue scan pake PCMAV 2.0, kedeteksi sih tapi pas gue clean dan mau dicek lagi, laptop gue malah mematikan diri. Kata sebuah majalah TI (lupa namanya) yang pernah gue baca, itu adalah cara virus itu buat ngelindungin dirinya dari antivirus.

Terus gue mesti gimana, dong??? Help meeee…!!!

5. Gue lagi gandrung sama Rehab-Rihanna…beatnya keren mampussss!!!

Baby, baby

When we first met
I never felt something so strong
You were like my lover
And my best friend
All wrapped into one
With a ribbon on it
And all of a sudden
you went and left
I didn't know how to follow
It's like a shock
That spun me around
And now my heart's dead
I feel so empty and hollow

And I'll never give myself to another
The way I gave it to you
Don't even recognize
The ways you hurt me
Do you?
It's gonna take a miracle to bring me back
And you're the one to blame

And now I feel like, oh
You're the reason
Why I'm thinking
I don't wanna smoke on
These cigarettes no more
I guess that's what I get
For wishful thinking
Should've never let you enter my door
Next time you wanna go on and leave
I should just let you go on and do it
Cause now I'm using like I bleed
It's like I checked into rehab
Baby you're my disease
It's like I checked into rehab
Baby you're my disease
I gotta check into rehab
'Cause baby you're my disease
I gotta check into rehab
'Cause baby you're my disease

Damn,
Ain't it crazy
When you're loveswept
You'll do anything
For the one you love
'Cause anytime
That you needed me
I'd be there
It's like
You were my favorite drug
The only problem is
That you was using me
In a different way
That I was using you
But now that I know
That it's not meant to be
You gotta go
I gotta wean myself off of you

Ini lagu gue banget...mati rasa sekujur tubuh kalo lagu ini berkumandang... (lebay mode : on)

Well, ada yang bisa bantuin gue ngilangin virus laptop gue diatas??? I need ur help...really...

_a.risk-taker_

Natasha Bedingfield - Freckles

"Freckles"

I used to care so much about what others think about
Almost didn't have a thought of my own
The slightest remark would make me embark
On the journey of self doubt
But that was a while ago
This girl has got stronger
If I knew then what I know now
I would have told myself don't worry any longer it's OK

[Chorus:]

'cause a face without freckles is like a sky without stars
Why waste a second not loving who you are
Those little imperfections make you beautiful, lovable, valuable
They show your personality inside your heart
Reflecting who you are

Who you are
Who you are
Who you are

I wondered if I could trade my body with somebody else in magazines
Would the whole world fall at my feet?
I felt unworthy and would blame my failures on the ugliness I could see
When the mirror looked at me
Sometimes I feel like the little girl who doesn't belong in her own world
But I'm getting better
And I'm reminding myself

[Chorus]

Reflecting who you are
Reflecting who you are
Hmmm
Whoooooo whoa hmmmm oooooo

[Chorus]


God, I love this song! Make me think deeper about myself. Apalagi bagian chorus-nya. Ngejelasin bahwa ketidaksempurnaan itu bakal membuat kita lebih cantik, cause nobody's perfect. So, love your flaws, friends! Don't regret them! They're making our life more meaningfull...

Do you agree???

_love.phobia_