Hujan… Gue Cuman Bengong…dan Posting Tak Jelas Ini

Hujaaaaannn!! Hate it! I know, my mom prohibite me to. But, I just don’t like it. Berisiknya bikin takut plus deg-degan.

Hujan-hujan…gue nggak punya kerjaan. Belajar PKn bentar, soalnya besok ulangan, terus bengong. Jadilah gue membuka laptop dan mulai mengetik postingan yang nggak jelas ini.

Hujan-hujan…oh, ya hapenya Siput hilang! Raib! Tadi maghrib dia sms gue. Kasian deh ‘selingkuhan’ gue yang satu itu. Terus, Hunian…she broke up with her boyfriend (now, ex-). She’s deeply broken. Wish her get better soon. Terus, Si Beib ikut lomba ICT. Wish him all the best.

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Hari ini, si cewek rese yang naksir 123 itu telepon gue lagi. Tapi tadi gue lagi ke kamar mandi, dan hape gue tinggal di tas. Ah, sutralah! Biarin aja dia pusing sendiri. Males banget gue sama tuh orang. Bikin gondok. Mendingan gue nyambi baca New Moon punya Vita di kelas tadi.

Sejak kemarin, gue pakai jilbab baru. Kata anak-anak, oke banget. Hehe...padahal menurut gue biasa aja. Tapi yang bikin aneh, komentar 123. Dia ngomong ke Hunian :

“Eh, temen lo ganti jilbab ya. Pantes lho. Bilangin ke dia ya?!”
“BILANG AJA SENDIRI!” Hunian cuek.

Ngapain coba komen gitu? Kayak yang komentar dia penting aja buat gue! Dasar aneh.

Apalagi yaaaahh??? (muka bego sambil garuk-garuk kepala)

OH YA!

Lya mimpi bagus tentang gue kemarin malem. Semoga aja jadinya juga bagus…hihi…piss ah!

Ada beberapa foto nih :

anak-anak penuh minat pada penghitungan tumbukan bola dengan papan ring, couple days ago, pas basket.

i bought a new long-tee (kenapa di foto keliatan gede yah?). dan gue mix sama blazer cokelat gue. aneh nggak sih?(ok, I know, selera fashion yang payah!)

foto resmi pas Kakang Senduk kemarin. nobody believes me when I tell them that’s me.

Thanks for coming and (or even) reading! See ya!

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Hidung Gue, Bangku Cadangan, Cewek Rese dan Paduan Suara

Bingung nggak sih baca judulnya? Banyak gitu? Hehe…

There are four main ideas for this new post.

First, hidung gue.
Aargh! Hidung gue kemarin kena bola basket pas latihan basket di sekolah. Huwaaaa!! Sakiiit…Gue sampe berurai air mata. Padahal gue nggak niat nangis, tapi tau-tau keluar sendiri, huhu…untung nggak sampe mimiszan.
Hidung gue ini emang udah dasarnya mancung-nggak-jadi, eh malah kena bola basket melulu pas latihan. Bisa jadi mancung ke dalam ntar. Oh, God! Don’t let that thing happen! I love my nose. Everybody does love their nose. Who doesn’t?

Second, bangku cadangan.
Kayaknya pas tanding basket nanti gue dicadangin, deh. Selain karena gue baru masuk tim 2 minggu terakhir ini, mata kaki gue cedera. Ngilu-ngilu gitu. It sucks, if you ask me how does it feel…
So, welcome to the spare seat! Yeah!

Third, cewek rese.
Aduuh…cewek yang naksir 123 itu nggak berhenti-berhenti deh gangguin gue! Ugh! Gue kan udah bilang sama dia, I’m not 123’s ex-girlfriend. But she didn’t want to listen! Annoyiiiing! Ya ampooon! Kalo lo naksir dia, sok atuh, gue juga nggak minat! Ambil, deh! Abis-abisin sono! Gue nggak doyan! (or at least, I’m trying so hard to ignore him!). And stop acting like you’re fc*k*ng d*mn a b*tch, girl!
Gue semalem curhat sama bonyok soal itu cewek dan mereka bilang, mending gue ignore aja tuh cewek. Psikopat tuh orang. Masa ngejar-ngejar 123 sampe segitunya. Kayak yang cowok di dunia ini cuma 123 aja! Huh! Lama-lama gue kasian juga sama tuh cewek…

Fourth, paduan suara.
Besok kelas gue kebagian jadi petugas upacara dan nggak seperti yang udah-udah, gue kali ini kebagian jadi paduan suara. And I’ll be singing there, friends! Dari SMP gue nggak pernah kebagian jadi paduan suara. Padahal pengen banget. Pas SMP, 2 kali kebagian jatah jadi petugas upacara, dapet pembaca do’a sama pembaca preambule UUD 45. Pas SMA ini, pengibar bendera. Finally. Wish us luck, ya!

Well, that’s all. Thanks for coming and (or even) reading! See ya!

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I Caught Myself - Paramore

Down to you
You're pushing and pulling me down to you
But I don't know what I

*
Now when I caught myself
I had to stop myself
From saying something
That I should've never thought
Now when I caught myself
I had to stop myself
From saying something
That I should've never thought of you of you

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You're pushing and pulling me down to you
But I don't know what I want
No, I don't know what I want

You got it, you got it
Some kind of magic
Hypnotic, hypnotic
You're leaving me breathless
I hate this, I hate this
You're not the one I believe in
With God as my witness

back to *
back to **

Don't know what I want
But I know it's not you
Keep pushing and pulling me down
But I know in my heart it's not you

back to *

I knew, I know in my heart it's not you
I knew, but now I know what I want, I want, I want
Oh no, I've should have never thought

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Oh, God…I don’t wanna be in love with him anymore…help me…I just wanna live my life without his name…

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Masalahnya...Gara-Gara 'Mbak-Mbak' PPL...

Today is just another exhausting day...


Jadi...hari ini ada 'Mbak-Mbak' PPL Jurusan Bahasa Inggris gitu di sekolah gue. Nah yang kebagian kelas gue. Anak-anak, entah kenapa, kayak udah kesepakatan bikin keributan yang tak terkendali. Hwahaha! Pada heri alias heboh sendiri semua.
Kami, satu kelas, disuruh bikin kelompok dan bikin dialog dari cerita yang dibacakan si Mbak PPL. Kami semua pada minta dipilihkan...

And...

Ah! Suer, nyebelin abis tuh 'Mbak-Mbak'nya! Lagi-lagi gue kepaksa satu kelompok sama 123...huuuuhh...mana dialognya ada yang mesti ngelibatin cuma kami berdua lagi...
Jadilah gue abis dikeroyok olokan dari anak-anak...

Aaaaaaaarrghh!

Sebel!

Terus, 123 juga rese banget lagi! Kenapa juga gue mesti salting tiap dia ngajak gue diskusi dialog? Ough! Menyebalkaaaaaannn!
Kelompok cuman berisi 3 anak, selain gue sama 123 ada si Rois. Tapi dia juga-nyebelin-banget-pake-nget ngolokin gue sama 123 terus...

Apa nggak cukup gue kerja satu kelompok sama 123 pas kesenian di jam pelajaran sebelumnya? Dan bikin gue nyium bau parfumnya yang, lagi-lagi dengan sangat menyebalkannya, membuat gue yang seharusnya sebel sama dia, jadi nggak bisa sebel!

Denial phase, kata Ibu. Gue suka sama 123, tapi nggak mau ngaku...is that so?

Tauk, deh...

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P.S : Minggu depan tim basket gue bakal tanding sama SMK PGRI Ponorogo. Wish us luck, yea!

Confused...

aduh...masa gue masih salting sih di depan 123????????????????


it's a BIG annoying feeling that I have...


T_T

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Gue Ternyata Kayak Gini...

Gue baru aja baca blognya Cassey dan dia merekomendasikan sebuah website personality ini, and i tried it.

You are Silver Pegasus type, who looks active, and gives an impression of being a tom-boy.

You are extremely cheerful and good natured.

You can easily get emotional and start crying, you are rather too soft hearted.
Also, you are very obstinate and simple minded.

You easily give up on things and have weak will power to finish what you have started.

You tend to be sarcastic and critical, but on the other hand, you can show great devotion and dedication.

Your attitude lacks steadiness, and is always changing.

You always worry about what the other people are thinking and can be bit too sensitive.
But you are a person who naturally becomes a center of everything.

Your fast movement earns people's respect.

You have a natural born leader type of talent.

You will struggle on the contradiction between your ideals and real world.

You may end up doing something beyond one's imagination, so you must try to have self-control.

If you are opposed by someone, and although you know that they are right, you can not take it in easily.

You will be more successful if you can try not to go against people around you.

You tend to give too much attention to your family than to your lover.

This may cause a trouble in that your lover may feel jealous about you being too affectionate to your family than to him.

You should not force your convenience to him, and try to give him more affection.

You are more suited as a career person than to stay at home.

But once you get married you will take care of your family with great affection.

What do ya think?

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No Theme, Just Random Thingies

Akhir-akhir ini gue lagi demen banget sama Nescafe Mochaccino di atas. Kalo pas nyampe lidah, minuman itu rasanya bikin nagih. Cokelatnya kena banget. t-o-p b-g-t dah!

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Beberapa minggu yang lalu, pas gue lagi nonton pertandingan futsal sekolah gue, gue menemukan lelaki tampan idaman gue. Sekolah gue main partai kedua, tapi lelaki yang gue temuin ini main di partai keempat. Tapi saking kerennya, gue rela pulang setengah 6 sore cuman buat mantengin dia.

gak jelas, ya? dia kiper anyway…

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Gue lagi demam The Master yang di RCTI itu. Makanya, Si Beib pas pulang olaharaga kemarin gue poto ala The Master yang lagi naikkin bola basket ke atas.

padahal itu bola cuman dilempar, terus kepoto cybershoot secara nggak sengaja

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Tadi pagi, gue bingung mau ngapain abis pulang jogging. Ya udah, poto-poto nggak jelas pake kamera laptop akhirnya.

terkadang gue bertanya-tanya mengapa gue ini narsis kalo lagi nganggur?

Well, gue mau belajar matematika dulu, besok ulangan...wish me luck!

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